It's a roller coaster

What a weekend

My girl Jaycie told me I should blog more about my feelings, also that she thinks I should write a book with all the stuff that's happen in my life...lol...maybe that's how I'll make some money.
Weekend started out fine, went Friday and saw my dad in the hospital, my little bro Nate had flown in from Washington, so it was great to see him.

THEN

At one point it ALL just went like this

This is how I felt

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I felt like I could just

SCREAM
then

MORE SCREAMING

then

I bought some of

THESE...my favorite

THEN

I went and saw this

ALONE

then

I did tons of this

THEN some more freaking out!!

So the whole movie thing, I heard this movie was great, and I needed something to take my mind of of everything, and so this is the movie I decided to see. Let me tell you I had mixed feelings about it. I sat through it, oh and might I add I wasn't the ONLY single lady seeing the movie alone..lol. The movie sure made me think and laugh about the old days when I was single and dating....UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH.....I sat there thinking what the hell, I have to do this ALL over again. I left movie thinking that maybe I'll just not date and be a single mommy the rest of my life, just to avoid all DRAMA of dating. Thinking does he call, will he call, do you call him, what does it mean if it's days and hasn't called...blah, blah, blah,blah....I don't know what's worse dating when teenagers, or dating when an adult...LAME...

I would have to say the best thing to do when going through a lot is to take up running. It has been such a stress relief for me. I managed one of those days to run to Wal-Mart and back. I reached Wal-Mart and figured it was time to turn around and go home. By the time I got home I thought I would throw up, but it sure did help clear my mind, an just for a sec let me forget about what I was trying NOT to think about......UGH.....
THEN
I think the best part of my weekend was hanging out with my girl Jaycie. I can't even begin to express what her friendship means to me. She is there no matter what, and lets me call her at all hours and FREAK OUT, and the best part is that no matter what I tell her, she loves me for me, and doesn't judge me. I spent most of the weekend in the Salt Lake hanging out with Jaycie, her husband and their friends. It was great to be around people (adults), and people that no matter what you do or say will love and be your friend FOREVER.
Jaycie made such yummy food, and I will have to post the recipe for the kick butt desert she made, the way I was feeling I was very surprised I didn't eat the whole pan.
Thanks girl for having me down this weekend. I couldn't have made it through without you
LOVE YA!