30 years in the making

This good looking guy is the
BIG 30
today

We love you so much babe
HAPPY BIRTHDAY

I will always love you

Everything I do is for these 3 little boys

I hold it together for these 3 little boys

I love these 3 little boys more then anything

These 3 little boys are my life

I HOLD IT TOGETHER FOR MY BOYS

No matter what
.....I AM......
the one who will always be there for these 3 little boys

No one can ever love these boys the way their mommy does.

I FINALLY FIXED MY COMPUTER
update to come

Summer?????

Dear Summer, we are ready for you,but yet we can't seem to find you
ANYWHERE.

NOT so happy

Baby Austin has been growing and doing so well.
He had his 2 month check up and this is his status
Weight: 10 pounds 1 ounce
Length: 21.5 inches long

He's been such a sweet baby

UNTIL

Tuesday night Austin was admitted to the hospital with RSV and Bronchiolitis.
As you can see they couldn't find a vein because he was getting so dehydrated, so they had to put it in his head. Yes, all that know me know I don't do well with IV's and needles, so to see it in his head just about made me pass out.

As you can see he isn't a very happy baby anymore. Little "A" isn't able to breath on his own, he has been weened down on his oxygen, but still isn't able to breath on just room air.

The first x-ray he had in the ER showed his lungs were clear, but this morning they did
another x-ray and he had developed something on his lung.
Every 12 hours Austin gets a fever, it's strange because literally at 5 a.m. and 5 p.m.
the last 2 days he gets a fever.
Doctor is starting him on antibiotics to see if they can get ride of whatever is causing him to get sicker and cause the fever. His doctor said that Austin is sicker then he thought, but isn't sure what is making him sick. Yes, he has RSV and Bronchiolitis but he also has something else that they aren't sure what.
Doctor said we could be here for another 5 days maybe even longer....UGH....
I AM SO SICK of the Hospital
Granted they are great, but I alone have spent way to much time here.
For the time being I just wait and hold baby Austin, giving him as much TLC as I can.

Mad old man

(This is his mad old man face too)
This is what happens when Austin gets hungry
When hungry he doesn't just wake up with a little cry, it's a full out scream that he wants to be fed, and wants it now.
(I feel like a milking cow, all I ever do is nurse him)