Hearthache and Happiness

My heart is so full today.
I learned of the passing of one of my most favorite people.
Few years back I worked at Fremont High School in Special Ed, it was truly the best, most rewarding challenging job ever. Kyle was one you just never forget.
I remember taking him to lunch each day getting him to eat his food and him always telling me I had a monster in my belly (pregnant with Brock at the time) I think Kyle new what kinda monster I was about to have (yes I love my Brock even with the monster side)
I can't even begin to express the heartache but happiness I feel in the death of Kyle. I have spent the day in tears,sobs,laughter thinking about all the silly things Kyle would say, then back to tears. My face looks like I've been punched but that's OK.
When I sat down today at my computer these few songs came to mind with the thoughts of sweet Kyle. The song "I Can Only Imagine" when I first saw this video I sobbed,the first part of video where you see the boy in white walking towards our Savior I thought of Kyle and what a wonderful moment for Kyle to FINALLY be able walk to his Savior.

Kyle you will forever be in my heart, you impacted my life so much. Thank you for the sweet memories. I keep in mind you are in a better place. Truly you were an angel on earth and now in heaven.

This song makes me cry every time,especially today.
"Go rest high on that mountain,son your work on earth is done"

The Test

The words of this song just made me cry thinking of Kyle.